I'm walking on sunshine

i dont really like the weekends. i mean, not all, but most of them. where nothing is planned. i.e, i dont have anything to do. no activities. it got me depressed. i cant sit at home for long. i might go insane. study? yeah, thats the only choice i have left now dont i? so, i try to study. but then, i cant really study at home too. so i end up sleeping. which gives me headache. when i wake up, that is. and the fact that i sleep through the day means i dont really study. waste of time there. increase the intensity of depression. so i must go out. another problem arises. i dont really have anyone to go out with. therefore restricting me from going out. looking at friends who go out and have fun further depress me. but even if i do go out, i might spend the day having fun. not studying. waste of time there. again. so. yeah. either way, i lose.