frustration

like many other people, there are things that bring them down. or make them frustrated. for me, one of them would be myself.

you see, i don't talk that much. when i encounter someone who does, sometimes i can blend in but most of the time i don't. i don't know how to make conversations. especially when they are talking about things i have little knowledge of. especially in english. what usually happens is they talk, i end up listening. and not really contributing to the conversation. and this makes me feel bad. it's as if i give them the impression that i'm not interested. or unfriendly. i hate that. not that i don't care. i just don't know how to continue from there. depressing. haihh.